Happy Birthday Maryam





Yesterday was Maryams Birthday, She is now officially 3 years old. We celebrated her birthday at her daycare. with a cake and some funny hats.


She was very happy about that and was shouting it is my birthday it is my birthday.

snow snow snow

Today is friday and 7th of december. It is snowing this week all the time.whenever I look trough the window I see snow falling dwn. Maryam went to daycare for the first and last day of this week, she didnt go the other days because there was a nasty blast of snow here in montreal and the cleaning up is not yet finished. Amin has got a runny nose, this baby is so sensitive...
Last night we went to Maxi and just some food,fruit and a few grocery items added up to 160 dollars.are we eating too much?
Next week I scheduled my shift for a fulltime work and I will work 40 hours.
I have not been able to talk with my parents and I dont think I could do that for the month that they are in mecca.

I like to find some online book resources,does anyone know about a good website?

December

Today is 3rd of december and Amin would be exactly 6 months old.

It is snowing from last night and I think it is more than 50 cm snow. Many of our friends are going to Iran for holiday. My parents are going to hajj this year.hajje vajeb :). I have to call my Mom and say fi amne allah.

yesterday we went to Angrinion mall and after that I went to work with a TimHortons coffee which kept me awake.

I like to work more but still I dont get a lot of shifts. I love making money and spending it, speciallay now that I have kids I love to make money and buy them the things that they like. For myself too, For k1 too. I like to have more pretty clothes , I think there is something more than wanting to have clothes when you go shoping ,I think when you buy pricy dressess and wear them you feel more special and thats why people ,specially women spend a lot on clothes .

Anyway , I hope I can get a good job sometimes in the near future either here or in Iran. wherever I get a job that is my place.

monday afternoon

I am trying to write in Farsi but I have not been able to do this yet.
I just have some farsi descriptions now in my blog, which I dont like,by the way.
Today is Monday, the first day of the week. it is a few weeks that I work only evenings. I am sitting in Maryams room now , on my right hand side is the window and I see lots of snow from here, It is white everywhere and I see a big big snowman balloon in the balcony of one of the apartments in our street
I have hearde a very cute massage on a answering machine at my work :

Hi
Dont be shy
Leave a massage

isnt it cute?!

Amin is sleeping, no wonder taht I am here and wrinting these stuff because he is awake I wont have time to do this. He is getting bigger and bigger and soon he would be bigger than Maryam I guess.
Maryam is going to daycare,she has learned a lot of rhymes. we sing together sometimes. If we are going to go back to Iran soon, maybe it is better I talk English with Maryam so that her English will be more complete and also I like her to get used to talk english with me so I can practice this manner at home in Esfahan. I might be able to find some english speaking friend for her too.

first snow

Today we have the first snow.
It is white everywhere,Maryam was so excited that she forgot to ask for tv and she was very eager to go out to daycare with her dad.
I am going out too because I want to see Dr Cohen today. at 11:30.
Amin is sitting now and although he is very quite he is very active. he wants to garb everythign ,he did not let me finish alking with my mom yesterday because he was taking the phone out of my hand and putting it in his mouth.
I am trying to find a position in Azad university in Iran and I hope this time everything goes well.
I found an interesting site yesterday ,very interesting for me.
It was called jire ketab.

fall

It is Holoween day today. We bought a custom for Maryam she is not back yet ,but I guess she will bring some candy home.
I went for a walk today and it was a very beautiful day.
beautiful fall.....

I am not working today and thats good.
I worked on sunday .My job is sometimes very stressfull.I am now working at an opinion search company. everyday we work for 8 hours and we call people in US and Canada to have their ideas about different things.The projects are very different from politics to ..Tim Horton.
I still dont have a high productivity rate.I guess some part of it is because I have accent.So it should be good for my English.:)

I was very sad the last day at work that why I ended up here and I was afraid to see I am getting far from engineering.but considering the fact that I have a baby this job fits me,because I can work only 2 days and I am able also to work during weekends.
It would be good if I find a better job 7 months later when Amin is 1 year old.
I am searchin through the internet for jobs.I also meet annalise iten the counsellor at YES center(Youth Employment Service) to guide me through my job search.

talk

I talked with my mother on the phone,I asked her to talk with my Uncles wife to see what is the best choice for me.
She said that we have to keep Amin far from from any cold (both cold weather and flu) and that means no daycare , no shopping malls ...
I am so hungry now.I have to eat and then namaz.

Amin is sick
and my heart is broken.
He got sick on october 3rd,Then we took care of him and he was fine by october 10,
It is october 24th now and he is sick again.
He is too small to handle all these.
Doctor Kovacs says it is because of the daycare, he should not go to daycare until he is at least 1 year old.
We dont have any family here, so I have no choice except that I have to stay home more.
I will work only for 2 days while at that time k1 would be home with the kids.
It is hard but hey we can do it.

Now it is around 2 pm.I am making supper, Maryam is sleeping and Amin is in my arms.
I dont know why his condition is making me feel too much upset although it is cold it is not a seroius illness.
I have to pray god to make all children healthy and happy and to help mothers of the sick children to be stron.

history of religions

I found this very interesting link
It is about the history of religions
see
http://www.mapsofwar.com/ind/history-of-religion.html

first post

Hi
I started to write in my weblog for the first time tonight.I suppose it would be more like a diary.
recently I have realized that I dont remember many things that I would like to remember.like when did Maryam start to laugh loudly or when did she say the first word. like how did I feel when I put her in daycare. Now I have my son Amin too. Many times It happens to me that I think about my first child Maryam to know how can I make a decision based on my experience but I dont remember, and also I dont want to miss any more of their sweet memories.So I guess that is the main reason I made this blog.

Ok,now it is about 10 pm ,both Maryam and Amin are sleeping and K1 is out because he had to fix our car.I dont know when will he come back,he always calls me if he is too late or someting is coming up.Thats is very special for me because I get very stressed when I am waiting for somebody,why?I dont know.

Maryam is now 34 months and Amin is 4 months.
I love them so much .My love is growing everyday and specially from Amins birthday I feel so much like a mom.like two momy .I dont know if taht is making any sense. I mean like my motherly feelings are doubled and that is going to explode me sometime.
like I have been studied so long at school. I was so in the school that I cant explain it. Actually the fact that we are now in Canada far from Iran is because we wanted to study more and more. but many days I think maybe I like to stay with these kids until they are like 12 years of age and dont need me like before.